Thursday, May 25, 2006

Sing me a song
No
Sing to me the song you wanted to hear

Out flowed his voice
Each consonant carrying a caphony of notes

It was not about the lyrics
It was not about the music

Because a song in itself
Will sing of its glory and honour

Its diginity will never be trampled
like a blade of lalang
it will never conform nor waver
stubbornly welding its own ideology

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

i cant change da world.....but i can make a small diff 2 myself 2 da ones arund me.....

passion....courage.......amare......

Monday, May 22, 2006

Look into the black pearls
What do I see?
Look at the wrinkled chai sim
What do I see?
Look at the bloodied pump
What do I see?
I wont tell you
That I heard a thouand words
of negativity
But
I will tell you
That I felt a pulsating vibration
of an axial force
I felt her weak determination from those black glisterning pearls
The wrinkled chai sim spoke of futile clutches
And
The bloodied pump fought nothing but a silent courage
If you ask me
I will gaze at her for eternaity
taking in her
piece by piece
losing my knowlede of time and place
in her presence
in her soul and spirit
I will never procialm a perfect painting

Saturday, May 13, 2006

tracing dotted lines

efferno constat abscedo

Friday, May 12, 2006

Efferno Constat Abscedo

With each roar,

I slice in

pulling the blade

along my meridian

I only see my flushes of water

The tortise shell ripples

and my lungs exhuast each stroke

Voices of an ancient past dance around me

each bringing me

back to my identity

Breathing in,

I throw my shoulders down

Letting go of my tears



Monday, May 08, 2006

Hou Yi Zhen

Don't ask why
Ask how instead
My child
All that happened
Was in My time and Will
Don't tell Me that you can't
Because I will help you
My child
allow me to help you
Surrender yourself to Me
I gave you a spirit of victory
My child
Please do not refuse to move
Use your gifts well
Use them for My glory
Let them be your testimony of love for Me
My child
I know you are afaid
But,I will give you courage
And
the measure to do what is needed
Your duty has been completed
Allow me to complete the work I set upon to do
My child
Let me heal you
Yes

Am I considered deculturised because of my inability to communicate in the language that will allow me to understand where I come from?Am I fit to proclaim my heritage when I cant bring out its glory in its very homeland?

Sunday, May 07, 2006

quo vadis........n he wuld ask........where do we go forth frm here?.............n i wuld ask..........where do i go forth frm here?

Friday, May 05, 2006

Use them well

My child

I made you

For a purpose

I made you from clay

But what can the clay produce

is ur gift to Me

My child

Use them well

Remember the fire

And passion

that they awoke in you

Keep to the path

That I set for you

And

I will sustain you

Thursday, May 04, 2006

A long time ago,

I prayed a prayer

God,

will you take me home?

God didnt tell me

what His plan was

All He did

was whisper

I'll always rmb da dae i stood at the door of home

I reached out to open the door

But,

I looked behind me

I'll never forget that day

I looked behind me

The day

I forsake home

for a little wish of mine

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

I stood at the door

Not knowing if i shld cross it

For once

I asked why

I asked why am I standing here

Surge by Surge

My thoughts come

tormenting my soul

Should I open the door?

Should I turn back again?

Monday, May 01, 2006

da ppl arund u....they carry their crosses n wounds.......yet they dun give up on themselves....nt becoz they ar strong.........but becoz life itself is a gift...........n how we live it......is our gift 2 da giver.........everyone gets their hearts broken..........but do we lay down n nvr attempt 2 get up again?..........no....we try.........smth we fail.........but we keep tryin.........ourselves............dun expect some1 to come arund n hold ur hand............wad u decide is ur gift 2 da giver......can we decide 4 u.....wad gift u wish 2 give?..............tink abt it.........4 once.....stand in da rain..........n listern 2 da raindrops.........hear da voices of our forefathers..........hu beat da odds.....2 brin us here.........